"Great Mother Spirit" En ESPANOL debajo.

I come from a divine royal family, I know my destiny and undertand purpose of life,I believe in GOD and love him with all my heart mind and strength, that has never changed. I also believe that everything we want to achieve if we have Faith in GOD we can achieve, I'd like to say that: then, after waiting so long, after a very single day,I decided to WIN. Not waiting on any chance but go search for myself, front every problem as an opportunity to find a solution. See a dessert as a chance to find an oasis. feel the Night and challenge it as an unsolved mistery, live every moment as once in a lifetime second to be happy. Last night I found out that my only rivals were part of my only weakness to face problems,therefore,I realized that this is the only way to improve myself and change for good. This very same day I overcame fear to lose, I started feeling not being afraid of not winning. I realized I was not the same as then and perhaps I never was. I stopped worrying who was the winner and who wos the loser. I founf out I was not the Best and maybe I never was. Right now it's more important to me knowing I'm better off than yesterday. What's more difficult it's not to climb the highest mountain but what's really unacceptable is to fail to try to reach the top. Last Night I decided not to be a reflexion of my very few triumphs in the past and walked out to light on my own light.

GOD has placed so many people on my life's path for me to help them somehow to get to know GOD and The truth and taste of his LOVE, The Enemy has been succesful in some cases, distracting and fooling some of them and putting stumbing blocks on others' ways guiding them down the cliffs, as a matter of fact that has been reason for my tears to come out and wet my pillow at night,feeling pain and heart ache.

Only wet tears on my pillow can testify my feelings in other cases with the ones I have helped and succeded, eventhough I cannot be with the special people GOD placed on my way and I could helped, I can assure that I have WON, GOD has touched their lives and hearts and I have been God's instrument in the process, simply another reason for finding wet and happy tears on my pillow. Spiritual satisfaction rejoices my soul when hearing angelical voices shouting' It's a wrap! John!! I know that this very few special people will be touched forever.


I thank GOD for giving me the most beautiful mother in the world, the strongest, valiant fighter ,defender,and spiritual giant, Best Friend and MOTHER NINIA, My life passed to its second and final stage of realization, I had the company of my mother for 33 years phisically but now I have a complete knowledge that we will be together in another way spiritually, she has been guiding me and guarding me since January 31st 2010 when her body separated her Greater Spirit, this same spirit that grabbed my hand one cold night and slapped my butt to let me know " my NINO, it's me!" Same spirit told me another past night ,"Be brave and you must keep the faith"

That great Spirit reflects a beautiful and real vision in my mind when looking at her photo to SEE her Big Smile and happy face, this same act is repeated when my only niece Belissa, my mother is also spiritually intuned with her, my niece Belissa regularly and habitually says to my mother's photo on shelf when getting up or going to bed " Good Morning mama" or "Good night mama" " Have a good night mama" at the same time I recall telling my mother's photo at the wall " I'll buy you flowers tomorrow linda (cutie)" then she reminds me " remember I like yellow flowers. y enchonche (so what)" she says... funny way. I then add " you're so beautiful, CHULA (Darling)" and the great spirit gives me a big smile.

Some persons and relatives do not perceive my spirit and being, my mother always did, she supported me unconditionally and trusted me at all times, that is why we had the best of secret friendships. this bond will keep on going forever.

My mother's vocal cords were damaged when she had cerebral stroke past december 26th 2009 but that great Mother spirit found a way to communicate with me and the influence of the holly ghost in me helped understand whatever she said. Even few hours before she died she talked to me and told me she was dying when others in my family could not understand a word she said.

Perhaps some forget her life,work,mission and my mother's legacy but she marked me to continue her legacy,respecting my inheritance. that is clear to me!

Quoting this I learned from that great Mother Spirit, " Love is bestowed as a gift, willingly, and without expectation, we don't love to be loved, we love to love" if there would be a quote to preface a book about my great mother spirit that would have been "Keep the Faith and you will achieve even what for the world is impossible not fearing anything or anyone, only Fear GOD and sacrifice everything without any expectations,y enchonche...(so what)"

I still posses Divine values,to mention; my family, my life, and once in a lifetime opportunity to live in this world to serve GOD!, being Happy to realize not everything is gone and donde yet.Living as a simple human being, laughing when is needed, dancing when is time to dance, crying when is needed to cry,suffering when in trouble, getting up on my feet when falling down, It's relevant not to lean on earthly "men's shoulders" but to embrace GOD's lovely arms. JESUS THE CHRIST and my GREAT MOTHER SPIRIT , GOD's teachings and Faith on him will guide me to a lightened Path. We should acknowledge that GOD works misteriously, in ways we cannot yet understand. GOD reads our hearts, he loves us just like we are and expects us to do what's right.

"Gran Espiritu Materno"

Soy un ser de origen divino y real, y se cual es mi proposito y destino, creo y amo a mi DIOS con todo mi corazon mente y fuerza y eso nunca ha cambiado.Tambien creo que todo lo que una persona se propone lo logra con fé en Dios.. Me gustaría decir que: Así, después de tanto esperar , un día como cualquier otro día, decidí triunfar. No esperar la oportunidad, sino yo mismo buscarla. Ver cada problema como la oportunidad de encontrar una solución. Ver cada desierto como la oportunidad de encontrar un oasis. Ver cada noche como un misterio por resolver. En cada momento, como una nueva oportunidad de ser feliz. Anoche descubrí que mi único rival no eran mas que mi propias debilidades, y que ahí, esta la única y mejor forma de superarnos. Aquel día deje de temer perder, y empecé a temer no ganar. Descubrí que no era el mejor y que quizás nunca lo fui. Me dejo de importar quien ganara o perdiera, ahora mismo me importa mucho mas saberme mejor que ayer. Lo difícil no es llegar a la cima, sino jamás dejar de subir. Anoche deje de ser un reflejo de mis escasos triunfos pasados y empecé a ser mi propia luz.

DIOS me ha puesto tantas personas en mi camino para que yo de alguna manera u otra ayudarlas a conocer al unico DIOS verdadero y cononocer su AMOR, El enemigo ha triunfado en algunos casos, cegando y poniendo obstaculos para que esas personas sigan perdidas, y en realidad ese ha sido motivo para sentir gran pesar y dolor en mi corazon que solo con lagrimas sobre mi almohada he podido expresar, pero en otros casos aunque en el presente no pueda disfrutar de la compania de esas personas especiales que DIOS me ha enviado, puedo decir en muchos otros casos, que he triunfado y DIOS ha tocado la vida de esas personas a travez de mi. Eso es mas que un motivo para derramar lagrimas sobre la almohada pero esta vez de alegria y satisfaccion espiritual porque en el fondo se que el trabajo fue BIEN HECHO y por siempre esas personas quedaran TOCADAS!!!

DIOS me dio la persona mas hermosa,bella,decidida,valiente,luchadora,amiga, defensora y espiritual del mundo, mi MADRE NINIA, mi vida cambio a su segunda y ultima etapa y realizacion de que aunque la tuve por 33 anos conmigo fisicamente ahora TOTALMENTE se que la tendre por siempre en otro plano, el plano espiritual, desde el cual ella me ha estado guiando desde el 31 de Enero del 2010 cuando su cuerpo se separo de su GRAN espiritu,el mismo que tuvo fuerzas para agarrar mi mano una manana temprano y darme una nalgadita carinosa para que me diera cuenta que MI NINO, ESTOY aqui! el mismo que me dijo otro dia " Coje Valor y Hay que mantener la FE"

Ese mismo espiritu pone una bella y real vision en mi mente para ver la foto y verla sonreir y asi como lo hace con mi sobrina Belissa con la que ese GRAN espiritu Materno esta conectado, mi sobrinita le dice " Buenas noches mama" y " Buenos Dias mama" " Que duermas bien" yo le digo " manana te compro tus flores" me recuerda, "Recuerdate que son amarillas, y "enchonche" le digo " que bella mi CHULA" y ese GRAN Espiritu sonrie mas.

Aunque algunas personas y otros familiares no comprenden mi persona y espiritu, mi madre siempre lo hizo y me dio todo su apoyo y confianza por eso tuvimos la mejor secreta de las AMISTADES. Ese lazo seguira por siempre.

Aun sin su cuerda vocal en su buena funcion fisica, ese GRAN ESPIRITU Materno encontro la forma de comunicarse con migo en su lecho antes de partir a otro mundo.

Quizas habra personas que olviden la vida,obra,mision y legado de ese Mi GRAN ESPIRITU Materno pero es claro que en mi ser esta marcado su legado y amor cual debo yo seguir segun mi primogenitura. Eso es claro en mi!

Queda solo la frase que me ensenaste, " El amor es dado como un regalo, voluntariamente,y sin esperarlo,No amamos para ser amados si no para AMAR" recuerden eso y seran felices.

Y si existiera otra frase para ponerla en la portada de un libro a ese GRAN ESPIRITU de mi MADRE, Seria...

"Ten Fe y lograras todo lo que quieras aun lo imposible, sin temor a nada ni nadie ,solo a DIOS por el cual debemos sacrificarlo todo sin esperar nada a cambio, y enchonche"....

Aun me quedan valores grandes para mi como son MI FAMILIA, MI VIDA y la Oportunidad de seguir viviendo para servir a mi DIOS! siendo FELIZ sabiendo que no todo ha terminado, viviendo como ser humano, riendo cuando hay que reir, bailando cuando hay que bailar,llorando cuando hay que llorar, sufriendo cuando hay que sufrir, levantandome cuando caigo y lo mas importante no creyendo en el falso hombro del ser carnal y terrenal, osea la "gente" pero apoyandome en el de DIOS, JESUS CRISTO y el de mi MADRE y sus ensenanzas y FE que me dirigiran a ese camino de luz, debemos recordar que DIOS obra y actua MISTERIOSAMENTE, de formas que nosotros no conocemos y conoce nuestros corazones, no nos juzga y nos ama como el NOS HIZO, y espera HAGAMOS lo que el nos ensena.